[Verse 1]

Uh, I'm just so far gone, october's own, Please leave me alone / 
Drunk off champagne screamin' in the phone / 
See my house is not a home, fuck is goin' on / 
Where did we go wrong, where do we belong / 
Caught up in the game and it's one I can't postpone / 
Meaning if it rains I'm the one it's raining on / 
When my diamond chain is on still nothing set in stone / 
Women borrow sweaters that I spray wit my cologne / 
And tell me don't forget 'em and I promise that I won't / 
Feelin' so distant from everyone I've known / 
To make everybody happy I think I would need a clone / 
Places we get flown, parties that we've thrown / 
I've done more for this city then these rappers that have blown / 
It's only been 3 Years look at how I've grown / 
I'm just in my zone, I call this shit the calm / 
Yea, but I'm the furthest thing from calm / 
Dedicated to my mom, and I swear my word is bond / 
Everything will be ok and it won't even take that long / 
You can see it in my face or even read it on my palm / 
Leader of the new school it's proven and it's known / 
I'm sittin' in a chair but in the future it's a throne / 
I know you like to worry it'll be better if you don't cause . . /

[TAlKiNG]

You know, everything gone be alright, I promise. A
pologize to you know, to put ya'll in this position and vent to ya'll but . . 
40 mom always say, "Don't ask permisson, just ask forgiveness" 
you know, so..forgive me.

[VERSE 2]

Uh, And life is so insane, look what I've became, tryna make a name / 
All my first dates are interrupted by my fame / 
Because every picture taken is a fan that you can gain / 
They love it when you smile unaware that it's a strain / 
It's a curse you gotta live wit when you born to entertain / 
Women need attention and fore women will complain / 
Develop hatred for men and say that your the one to blame / 
Tryna enjoy myself wit Taz in miami at the game / 
I just wish he knew how much it really weighed like dwayne / 
It's a weight that's on my chest whoever spottin' me is playin' / 
So I'm liftin' all alone try not to get a sprain / 
Hopin' western union doing currency exchange / 
Cause my dad called and got me feelin' guilty and ashamed / 
like, how I had a rose and I went and got a range / 
And he payin' for his cigarettes wit dollars and some change / 
damn, and I could only feel his pain / 
Cause in memphis tennessee there's only so much to attain / 
So I'm fillin' out the form at the counter once a-gain / 
He say he love me I just hope he doesn't say that shit in vain / 
I'm the reason why yo girl heart is in a slang / 
Call me heartbreak Drake I'm the hardest one to tame / 
As a man I'm just honest as a artist I'ma king / 
Wit my own set of problems that be sittin' on my brain / 
Yea, And see this is the thang / 
What they viewing as braggin' is the way that I maintain / 
The shit I write while staring out the window of a plane / 
Is the single handed reason I Remain . . /

[TAlKiNG]

Me, Yea.. Uh, I said I call this shit the calm. 
But I'm the furthest thing from calm. 
I swear I'm puttin' on but they always wanna ask what type of act you puttin' on like.. Man.


- - Credits to freshlifekid